Tuesday, October 09, 2007
12:36 AM
Do you ever feel like this?
Time is passing by yet I cannot hold
Your friends become strangers
And you are the only one who cannot move on
Yes yes. I'm still stuck in this trap, sadly. It has been almost a year. It has been almost 10 years.
Who am I telling it to?
I read everyone else's blogs and an emotional pain overwhelms me.
I feel tears but my eyes are dry
I don't ever want to become immune to this pain.
Why?
You ask me why?
I don't really know myself
I was at the library re-reading all those books I have read before when I was still...
Still there.
Maybe I've got it at a long last
Maybe I should move on
Stop being a crybaby
Lingering in past joy and hopes
Comparing myself with every little thing I had
Fact is
None of this exists any more for me
I have held to the edge of it for very long already
Because it was very sweet
It now feels like murder to let go
But I have to
Like we all have to die
I wish you all the best
Every now and then we shall and can meet again
Reminsce the past
That will never come back
I love you all
I still do
And always will
And in the change of it all I shall keep on morphising
Into something you'll all be happy for
Someday
I'll bury this and leave the key in your hearts
Open whenever you wish
Whenever you want to remember
Someone like me
Love,
Luanie
Wobbles
the wonder-monster-er
http://url.blogspot.com
Luanie THE GREAT
Random MONSTER
That Was
16very old
Dec26 1990
ex-SAC-ian
ex-SRJC-ian
NYP-ian
I am worth, $1606032
Ohoh and I like strawberries XP
wishes
Simple Thingys
- a better circumstance maybe