Wobbles-

Monday, February 12, 2007

12:45 AM

Ho ho almost lost my account here after typing so many entries... Haha coz... same prob... stm... forgot my password again... <-_-> That's like common talk for luanie the monster...

Erm... Congrats to everyone who got their results, whether you like it or not coz it seems like you have to live with it and count yourself more blessed than some people who couldnt even take their o levels yah...

So if you are curious about my results... I am numb about it, in fact to the sad side. And my results can get me to neither here or there. Should I be happy? I am lost. I duno why is anyone happy for me @ all. but it seems like being a 4/6er is not just the end product of it, but being through everything that is worth, with everyone.Nevertheless. I am a disgrace.

Once an sacian, always an sacian...
Really? Am I worth a part of the name?

I feel like a contridiction.

So here is a poem/tale that i have composed based on my feelings about this song 'voyage' sung by Ayumi Hamasaki sometime ago... [I will bash you if u hav no idea who she is... <3]>

Voyage
inspired by Ayumi Hamasaki
Totally based on intuition and typed on-the-spot whilst hearing the song
Total fiction
By luanie's VERY under-developed brain

Seems like only yesterday when we met
Wherever the place was
Ive forgotten
For the most important part is I've met you
There were never feasts that never ended
So now is the time to part with you

I will never forget
Even if we never meet again
The times we shared
The stuff we did
The memories created together

Have faith and assurance my dear
That I will bring a part of you
That you have rubbed upon me
Wherever I go
Be sure that you are already part of me
And that god will be fair
And continue to bless us
Wherever we may continue on

Times will be tough ahead
Rough seas and paths
Fraught in our future
Will certainly strangle us
And bring torture to thy very soul

You might need to brave more than you have ever done before
Fight more than you ever have fought before
The future is uncertain
And much left to be seen
Nobody can surely tell us
Every puddle and cliff
For the future is unseen
And certainly yours to create

But what is there to fear?
With memory of me whispering into your ear
Whatever that has been said
Whatever that has been done
Would surely recollect back to you someday

Although sometimes you will surely miss me
At least miss all that was said and done
But have that we will someday

Who can tell us what
That we will become
And every step
Every road
That lies to be chosen

Flowers may sometime freshen your way
But I can tell you my friend
This would certainly not be so
Rocks and fragmented selves
Lies waiting along your way
So take caution
Take it as if its my last advice to you ever should we be again
Take caution

Life will always be peppered
With things that should or shouldn't
Not everybody has a say
When their lives are soupened

Dangers will surely fraught your way
And at times the voyage might be rough
obstacles slamming into your face
Who knows?
in soon of time to come
Amongst the dangers rise treasures
So be brave as a child and pick it
Although we may never meet again
Surely that would mostly be out of choice or fate
But to tell you again
I have no regrets
To have memories with someone like you

Nothing to fear
Although sharp bits and pieces pierce
Have faith a part of me is stuck on you
And unto mine too

Time will never turn back again
But is it not glad that you once had me?
I will definitely miss those times
Especially now when its time to pack and be away

Miss me and I miss you like how much you actually do
I am yours like you are mine

You may change as you please. I allow you. But if you ever seek your old self again, come find me. Coz i will keepsake a part of yourself now as treasure.

[Wobbles]