Wobbles-

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

8:06 PM

I CAN'T TALK ANYTHING INTERESTING !!!

I can't help it if my brain is an utter disgrace and bloody hell... I like my stuff longer than my essays!
Okay, sorry I sound rude but yah, thanks for your comments anyway. I can't please everyone and I know that. The point is, I like my enteries long since I don't come often, get it? I have a desperate brain block right now. I am doing 2 reasearches and blogging at one go so I am so dead beat I don't think I can go on for long. I just keep on typing rubbish to release stress so it is quite understandable if you so do not wish to read it, and although I am realeasing stress, I make every effort to make my stuff readable, so enjoy adventure 12!

Continued... I admit I do not have the talent of making people feel amused and so I am sorry that I am just wasting space but yah, this was not meant for human consumption anyway, I meant it for all monsters out there in the street dying with nothing to do, Its a page dedicated to M-O-N-S-T-E-R-S!!! Okay, a little bit more of rubbish... Hang on! Before I start talking sense, just let me finish this essay ok?

I know you people will say "it is not as if I don't let you. Speak to your pleasure but I just won't read!!!" Yes I understand, but I fear that this may be the only means of communication that my juniors can find in the future all about me... I am leaving my beloved cca tomorow. As the saying goes, one does not realise how much she has till she loses it. I am a classic example. Exactly one year ago I felt so happy that the previous cohort but now, I feel so sad that there are people who will feel glad at my departure, honestly. After leaving my cca I guess I will have a sense emptiness like one of a bottomless pit. ( I hope my engish is not off right now, please forgive me as I ahve no time to edit and I am trying my best)

Hence, I am going to give a token of apperciation to my beloved juniors for withstanding me so far. I am seriously touched and I guess I can finally understand every cohort's feelings when they are plucked out of their comfort zone. A routine that they were so used to will never return again. Time has been cruel so I hope all you people out there who still think you have plenty of time to waste please wake up. Don';t find out before it is too late as a lot of this cannot be revived. I am already beyond salvation. Please do not wait till you are in my position do you sigh and moan. It would all be to late.

As Mr toh has said "What legacy have you left behind for your juniors to learn. Do they aspire to walk in your footsteps?" This really left a great fossil in my memory. At that instant I stopped and blanked out, then I realised what I have done is so insignificant as compared to the generations before, and for this I am ashamed of myself. What I aspire my juniors to learn from me is to be a good senior to generations beyond. Obviously none of them agree to be solace for the young seedlings but I suppose they have their own way of gentleness in them that they will promote to be a good senior of their own style for their juniors, just as I have done (can I say that?)

Time has definitely been cruel to me, yet I thank time for all the trials I have learnt in this amazingly short time. (it may seem short as I look back, but it was actually a long and very tiring journey where ups and downs have been laid like traps all around my path) I bless those out there to tresure their time and seemingly make time slower so that they can enjoy all the experiences they can in the time left in this world, especially when youth is at stake.

Sorry if non-related people have to read this but it is actually about me, a sec4 in singapore, leaving her cca, one that she so sorely loves but so deny, for the sake of her "O" levels because this is a school plicy. All in all it is a ranting of a cca-leaver. She hopes that evryone can learn from her remorse to treasure time which is like slipping sand, and put it in and hour glass where you can enjoy its feeling forever and ever.

I will come back and visit my beloved juniors, I swear, when I can afford to in the seemingly bleak and distant future. -SL / Tribal woman

Talk to myself time (^_^)
O_Opposition. L_Luanie

O: Hey, you don't sound so well.
L: I am not at all well! Time me at this period, any sec4 who can honestly say that she has no problem. BGR, family and friends relationship, studies, goal-setting, an endless list of problems.
O: Chill! I don't mean to be offensive.
L: I know, sorry.
O: Anything you would like to alk about today? Before you might never appear again?
L: Well, I'm like got this new facial wash from Garnier, cost $10.50, (I'm a real cheapskate so >$10.00 is a very large amount), and it is doing my face miralces! (note that i used Olay before that)
O: How much did the Olay cost?
L: $3.20, with one free 250ml and very , very fine looking. (^_*)
O: No wonder.
L: Okay I have to go now, I am under pressure, (although I don't know why I have to be so submissive...)

Take care now and treasure your time (^_^)