Wobbles-

Thursday, December 01, 2005

12:05 AM

Hi! Long time no see! I know that I have no been typing for about a month... Must have disappointed you readers hey! Lots of stuff happened during the holidays but I wasn't exactly keen on typing as I was so lazy to even on the internet (heh! heh!)

I can honestly say I did a lot of doddles this holidays, no doubt, and perhaps I can disclose a little of this to you people... I went to join the "xiao yuan superstar" It was so embarrassing! I was so nervous I wrecked up the whole thing, but I made a few friends though (how I wish nobody I knew was there... I panic until I went out of tune...)

I also took on the reins of the non-tour group for my cca... My instructor is so going to kill me for sure, confirm, chop-chop, I'm dead... I don't want to think about my D-day so early. Honestly, I have not started on my homework and lots more that I was supposed to do but I didn't do... (sob...sob) *Teachers who know who I am will surely condemn me but, can't help it, I am so into the festive mood, I didn't even bother to touch my books at all, maybe I don't know how a pen feels like anymore*

I went to see my darlings off to prague last week, boy am I so worried for them... They made me lose sleep for every night they left and I still have 1 day more before they come back to Singapore on Friday... I so hope they are alright... It is such a regret I didn't really get to smile or say goodbye to the sec4s (sorry) Here are lots of smiles for you! : ) : ): ) : ) :) I am still in a dilema to whether should I welcome them back to singapore or not... If I go and they didn't win the prize that was expected, would I be a burden there?

I can't wait to stop time... I don't want to face Sec4, I don't want to take O levels, I don't want to grow up... No!!! ARRGGGHH!!!! Why the hell must I grow up!!!!!!!!!

I just watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire recently, very nice and scary, waiting for next year but I don't exactly apperciate Cho Chang's (Katie Leung) acting... Her scottish accent is a bit scary... Hope they can exclude the kissing next year... Harry (Daniel Radcliffe) acting on romance is a bit unnatural, hope he can improve on that... I also watched "Just like Heaven" (alone beside a very passionate couple in the theatre, um...) The show is dead nice and funny, suggested as a movie to watch... Planning to watch Narnia soon... : ) *If any potter fans sees this and is angry, I apologize, it was just a little honest passing remark that I hope you won't take it to heart*

Okay, here is my talk to myself session again!
O_Opposition, L_Luanie

O: Hi Luanie! How have you been recently!?
L: Quite fine, I am bored and currently escaping any form of work that has relation to a pen or pencil with the exclusion of drawing and sketching...
O: I see... You know, people are kind of like talking on their blogs on plastic sugery, why don't you give a tiny bit of your opinion?
L: Sure... Plastic surgery... Hmmm.... I will not like to have plastic surgery... It is like expensive and what for destroy of mutilate the face that your parents/ God destned for you?!
O: Easy for you to say lah, but lots of people suffer due to their looks you know!
L: I know, I just speaking for myself, but I feel that my nose is a little big, should I?
O: What did I just hear?! You wanted... Hello! You are not tormented because of your looks you know!
L: I am! I suffer under the tyranny of looking at myself in the mirror...
O: What is that!
L: It is often your own mental barrier that is hard to break... If you can defeat your own mental barrier you can save on quite a few thousand dollars! There is this proverb I saw from this chinese book by Wang Lao Wu : Nobody can withstand absolute loneliness but if you cannot withstand loneliness, then you must be someone who is empty in the soul... Nice translation of mine hey!
O: Whatever! So what do you think of the girl who was approached by those media spokestuff?
L: Well, Everyone's face is special, even if you did surgery al over your face, she is just improving her face so if they like her improved face, then there is actually nothing wrong... Because her face is still special in its own way!
O: Strange perspective, so I presume you are in for it lah!
L: Don't exactly like it... It is not healthy! It is not natural, but it is no cheat because even if you did plastic surgery alll over your body, it is still you, and you will still, and definitely remain special in your own way... I fear the undiscovered side effects lah, all in all,and I will resist the temptation to improve my face to the comfort of alll the people who look at me on earth...
O: So, you jumping on the fence, it is not right okay!
L: Not exactly on the fence, I am for people doing it but I won't do it myself, even if I had the money and it is safe... I am just strange okay!
O: Arguement accepted! Okay folks, here it shall end for todays talk session (boy it is so long!)

Remember to take good care of your eyes and drink plently of water this holidays... University bookids, relax and good luck for your exams ok! >_<

I am very sorry if my content has offended you, it is purely based on my views and hope you can tolerate... Thanks : )